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ughhhhhhhhh! someone blow up the psbn building so i don’t have to go to lab anymore. 

One day,

we will see each other after all these years and be surprised by each other’s presence. We will say hi, but suddenly realize we deserve more than just a wave. We small talk, all the while all our memories of each other pass through our minds. We’ll remember the feelings we used to have for each other, how warm each other’s bodies were when we hugged, or even when we’d laugh constantly at each other for being so dorky. We won’t remember our fights, nor would we remember any specific dates, we will just remember each other’s company. And at that moment, there won’t be any what if’s, just thank you’s. Thank you for the time we once shared.

WHAT HAPPENED IN VEGAS…NEEDS TO BE REMEMBERED!!

what a good way to start off winter break. holy fck! vegas for my bf’s 21st bday was too good. dec 15-19. since i didn’t take any picture whatsoever, this needs to be blogged - so if you’re reading, i apologize if this ends up being lengthy. 

before checking in to our hotel, we visited ej’s uncle willy and aunt and their nice ass house. they served us a traditional filipino dinner. i swear uncle willy’s shrimp sinigang is the best i’ve ever had. thinking about it makes my mouth water omg.

around 8, we checked into our hotel room at the venetian equipped with a beautiful view of the strip. went to tao, walked the strip, bar hopped, almost played bp (true ucsb students haha). soon as we ended the night, i knew i was still a vegas noob. too much too learn.

friday - woke up at 8 am cuz ej wanted breakfast at denny’s -__- went back to sleep, picked up ej’s older brother jet at the airport, went shopping at the wynn, ate dinner. the only thing i can remember after dinner was how much my feet hurt from wearing heels all night omg i cannot hang in vegas.

saturday - watched the lion king yay! roller coaster at new york new york. seriously thought i was gonna die LOL. ate a bomb ass buffet at the belagio omg too good. picked up ej’s other brother christian. im pretty sure we went to tao again. hahah went to my first strip club. which was lame btw since it was 4am no one was there and the strippers were alright…hahah. i expected a better first experience. 

sunday - hangover sunday LOL. jabbawockeez. todai yummm. second thing, i suck at gambling. never again LOL. loss $60 that could’ve been put to better use for new boots :[[ umm, oh yah! ej and i sang at this jack daniel bar in monte carlo hahaha too funny.

monday - packing day :[ before leaving vegas, we managed to go outlet shopping! finally bought ej his bday present that spoiled butt. first ramen noodle house was alright. then 5 hours later, my parents hosted ej’s family to dinner… :]

gotta say i loved every minute of vegas. every money loss, every mixed drink drank, every pain on my feet, every high five to a random. thankful for ej’s parents, and of course the bf himself. they spoil me too much. love them. but i am finally glad to spend the rest of my break with my family. happy holidays everyone :]

TIME TO WAKE THE FCK UP.

I am truly grateful for all the blessings I have in my life. A supportive/loving family and friends. I go to a school most people wished they were attending. I live in a beautiful community made even more beautiful by the culture. Yet I still take things for granted. Most importantly, my grades. Coming into this quarter, I was in a situation that definitely felt like I won the lottery. But like a lot of lottery winners, the outcome is at a high risk of harsh consequences done mainly by poor decision choices and excessive spending. By the end of the quarter, my future was precarious. Fortunately (hopefully), it is currently on a more positive lining. With that being said, it is time to wake the fck up. No more bs-ing, no more procrastinating, no more skipping classes. Plain and simple. I have 2 more quarters as an undergrad, and 2 more quarters to prove to the UC system that I am a deserving student of a biology degree.

On a super tangent note, HAPPY (almost) 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND.